All Better In Time

" It'll all get better in time "


I didn't think I would do it , but its all good , I've have accomplished my whole year goal ! My heart has healed better in time :D I have realized absuridity of my sadness and finally kicked in my head the realization of reality . Thank goodness ! I think its fucking great I had that ridiculous fight w/ em , now he hates me and he doesn't have to talk to me anymore , so great ! I'm not being sarcastic you guys . Although it may have been better if we were in good terms , but who knows . Talking to him just makes me like him more , so I'm glad you ignore my texts , thanks even if you did nothing .

I just want to let you know ( I don't want to tell you this personaly because I'll never see you again anyways ) So if you come accross this I just want to let you know , to have a nice life , it was a pleasure to be YOUR girl once , I was inviting you to my heart , but WE REALLY AREN'T MEANT FOR EACH OTHER , Maybe if the miles weren't added up to such a great amount , things would be different,I enjoyed talking on the fone with you every night for 7 months , I enjoyed your visits and still oh very sorry about that ticket , The best thing I liked was I never stressed you , made me feel good . Oh treat your new girl way better than me k ? So you won't bust another failure and she won't get hurt . I care about you kinda LOL jk still and always will and OH I will also have a great life , Hope to bump into you in the future . Thank You =)

Just get back up when it knocks you down ..

" sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down , just get back up when it knocks you down "


I clearly know " KNOCKS YOU DOWN " by keri hilson is about being head over heels and all , but when I hear that line I feel like it can also mean a different meaning , like when LOVE puts you down meaning makes you depressed asdfjk; blah blah blah heartbreaks , JUST GET BACK UP . I don't know that little quote makes me smile and feel bettter , to me that quote is a different meaning lmfao :D Not that I'm hearbrokened or anything , I've come apast that , life is better when your single and not feeling for anybody . I'm telling you guys right now , this little love thing is just a damn cycle rofl - Crush . Get Together . Affection . Problems . End - lmfao , but to the couples who get past that , I give full props and I admire your guy's patience and tolerance with each other , see some guys can't do that lmfao , they give up too quickly .

BUTTHURT.COM

Don't go around callin me names , your just mad I rejected your little ass , lmfao . Don't hate , appreciate ... THE FACT I WAS NICE ENOUGH NOT TO IGNORE YOU , thank you very much :)


I hate cocky boys ! speaking of things I hate let me make you a list of what I hate


1.I hate it when a boy textes me over and over again just because I'm not replying , its called I'm busy or doing something else , or its another hint I don't want to talk . 2. I hate it when a boy calls me and I don't answer and they get pissed off , excuse me your not my boyf. I have no obligations and I did not sign a contract that I have to answer your calls . 3. I hate it when boys go " watever go hang out with that boy you were with " , lmao who cares ! I'm not your girl and your not my boy . 4. I hate it when guys make things up and make me look so bad ! 5. I hate it when guys make little commentary things about how they hate their appearance so that I can say " NOO YOUR NOT YOUR CUTE ! " , because I most certainly will not do that shit . 6. I hate it when ex boyfriends talk bad about their ex girls , " nah shes a bitch idgaf about her " , " oh she did this your better " , " oh nahh your cuter than her " , LMAO thats stupid ! 7. I hate it when I bearly meet a boy and they want to hook up already , WTF ? can't we have a conversation?! 8. I hate it when guys pretend to cough to get my attention , I mean really if you want my attention can you just come up and talk to me, pussy! 9. I hate pretending penises 10. I hate cocky boys who likes taking pictres of them and only them on myspace lmao its only okay for girls to do that , unless your mad cute , exceptions to guys w/ those cool cameras and their cute as hell lmao .

Well thats the top 10 things so far , have a nice sunday folks :)

You know what I feel right now ? I feel 60% I miss you , bt the 40% I don't miss you . Weird and also yea . OH oh I saw a couple today , they were madly hott together ! Damn he's so good lookin , his girlf. was pretty too lmfao ! He looked like a good boy and he took her shopping , LMFAO IM SUCH A STALKER HAHAHA but c'mon now she had a bags of clothes and she kept sayin " THANKS BABY ! " lmfao , I kinda want a good boy now .. who isn't broke .. and who's sucha gentleman HAHAHAHAHA! Okay , night folksies :)

Chanelley Welly's Birthday :)

Okay her birthday was on the 9th , but we celebrated it today at her casa . There were shit loads of people I did not know . Lots of jerkin . Lots of Mary and Lindsay Time naaaa mean . Fun Car Partys ! & pretty much yeaa , bt there were some hating :( why can't we all be friends , and oh yeah , I'm sad tho because R-Jays totally mad at me :( I'm sorrrrrrrrrry , forgive me .

Ashley and Trisha

I missed them oh so mucho grandes :) see I am learning spanish !